Rebbe Michil of Zlotshuv once said about himself to the Maggid
of Kuznitz, that every thought that came into his mind about serving
G-d, he completed it. How often in a day do we think about really changing
some negative trait; how wonderful it would be to get a good class going
on some Torah topic; or how an important cause could use some monetary
help or voluntary work. But then in the next thought we think about
how we must wash the car, or about an urgent need to call the dentist,
or even how great it would be if we could buy a new home, and the first
thought we had, about our spiritual life, is whisked away, completely
forgotten-or if we are lucky, remembered sometime later but unfortunately
only marginally as important to us as it was when it came up the first
time. Is it actually possible in our world of conflicts to fulfill every
reasonable spiritual thought?
The Maggid of Kuznitz thought so, and based his proof on a verse from
this week's Torah portion. In Bamidbar 2:2 it speaks about the arrangement
of the tribes around the Tabernacle. It says, "Every man on his
flag, with the signs of his father's house". He uses an analogy
that when a craftsman or artist thinks about his creation, most certainly
he decides to finish it in the most beautiful way. Nevertheless, since
he is flesh and blood, when it actually comes to completion, it is rarely
possible to bring out his full dream into reality, that the final action
will be exactly what he first had in mind. But our Creator does not
have this same limitation. In fact, it is one of the most subtle and
beautiful truths about G-d, that the final creation which is our reality
is what G-d first had in mind.
The verse is telling us that each person, as a descendent of the original
tribes of Israel, has the power to bring to fruition our positive aspirations.
This ability is part of the commandment to be like G-d. Just as G-d
completes each of His thoughts in its entirety, so each of us-at least
in those thoughts connected to serving G-d-can also achieve this. "Every
man on his flag" refers to completing some intended action, the
flag signifying completion. "With the signs of his father's
house" is a hint that it was completed according to a person's
initial thoughts. 'Father' in Kabbala is a reference to a person's preliminary
thought, since a father is the source from where the first seed comes
in creating offspring. 'Father' serves as an analogy for a person's
thought process and how it is later 'born' into action. This teaches
us that just as the first thought of serving G-d rose up in a person's
mind, so he or she will come to complete it. May the Almighty give all
of us the strength and determination to bring our aspirations into reality.
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